http://amyb1569.wordpress.com The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly of AmyB WOE Fri, 16 May 2008 14:47:40 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en   Lately I find myself wondering how things turned out this way.  I am pretty sure Heidi wonders this also.  I can not help but thing this is not the way she thought things would turn out.  And to think she almost got away with it.  One problem Heidi has is...greed.  ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/16/heidi-diazcan-you-take-that-back/ I spent some time thinking last night . I have been reminded how long it took me to leave KK.  I have been reminded that I begged to go back after being banned.  I also have been reminded that I went back. All of that is true. I even wanted to ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/16/giving-dee-some-room/ Have you ever wondered what if? What if  things were different?  I know I have spent way too much time  thinking...what if I did this or that.  I know it is wasted angry ...we can not go back in time.  Lately I have been thinking about the whole KK mess.  I can ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/14/what-if-2/ I have been doing so much thinking this week.  I have felt really frustrated and hurt this week.  I have had a mixture of feeling attacked and wanting to attack.  Is this who I want to be?  NO.  I have always felt like I am a good person.  I would ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/13/life-has-its-way/ It is a new day and I am working on a new way.  Yes I can be a poet too.  Ha I went to bed last night frustrated with non other then myself.  I had to have a self talk and figure out why I allowed myself to be dragged into ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/13/amy-b-rambles-on/ I would like to ask the ladies who are left at KK a few questions.  I am CURIOUS if they are honest enough to answer them without feeling they need to run back and PM Heidi to explain why what and how you answered.  And trust me I was the ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/12/curious/ I have gotten some not so polite messages in the past saying...how I never mentioned any medical or emotional issues with Kimkins until I was banned.  My first reaction was to blast back and remind these people that I was told while active at Kimkins what I could and could ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/12/time-to-share/ Been doing some digging through my e-mails.  I was shocked at the things I had kept ..buried in my e-mail box.  Lot's of junk and a few pieces of a hard lesson learned.  Let me explain what this lesson was.... Last year was a hard year for me.  As a mom, ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/11/goodies-in-my-e-mail-box/ What is it with Birthday and Goals? Gosh if I had a Dollar for Evey birthday that I said..oh next year I will be at goal.  Seems I am not the only one who says that.  There was a big to do about nothing from none other then Heidi Diaz ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/11/birthday-girls-and-goals/ Yesterday on a thread someone asked a question that I answered really quick and went along my way. This morning that question popped in my head and realized that my original answer may be true but it is also not complete. Posted by MomtoEli And I have to confess, a transgression I ... http://amyb1569.wordpress.com/2008/05/08/great-question-new-answer/